Dennis Potter screenplay.
                    During a train ride, an anxiety attack leads middle-aged illustrator John into an identity crisis. As his marital problems merge and blur into his fantasy life with prostitutes and call girls, a long-dormant secret friend of his childhood surfaces in his delusions. 
                  Starring:
                    Alan Bates
  Gina Bellman 
  Frances Barber 
  Tony Doyle 
  Joanna David 
  Ian McNeice
  Colin Jeavons
  Rowena Cooper 
  Davyd Harris 
                  One DVD.
                  £3.99